Everything In Its Right Place
Everything In Its Right Place |
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| Apr. 23rd, 2005 @ 10:53 am Finally! | |||
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MY LAPTOP IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!! excitedMusic: Beck - E-Pro Ahhhh this shit is bananas. I ♥ it so much. | |||
| Apr. 7th, 2005 @ 09:51 pm Uhh... | |||
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I've been too busy to write. Plus nothing exciting has happened. blahMusic: Coldplay - Talk *Notices I haven't written about Oregon, Syracuse, my new laptop, and everything else* Okay, so may some interesting things have happened. I just don't have the time anymore! Maybe one day... | |||
| Mar. 17th, 2005 @ 09:09 pm Oregon Trail | |||
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So anyways...I've been seeing a lot of My Space lately. :| Sorry LJ. hopefulMusic: Bravery - Swollen Summer I leave for Oregon in two days! I'm thuper excited. I don't really know what we'll be doing, but I know it'll be fun to get away from this dump known as Vermont and go out west. Hopefully we might take a day of skiing, site seeing, etc. Corey better not be an ass either. I hope I don't get too sick of my mom. At least Jeneen will be there. I didn't even mention I got accepted into Syracuse University. w00t w00t! Anything else I should write about...ummmm....I ♥ Jonathan? | |||
| Mar. 4th, 2005 @ 09:25 pm Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely | |||
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Ever get that feeling that everyone else is doing something while you're home alone sitting on your ass in front of the computer? Yeah, that's kind of how I feel right now. Nobody's home, there's nothing to do and no one to talk to online, and I don't have any plans with anyone this weekend. I feel like such a loser. lonelyMusic: Luscious Jackson - Naked Eye *Sigh* I really hope I find things to do once I'm in college. | |||
| Mar. 1st, 2005 @ 04:21 pm Breakaway From Winter Break | |||
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So let's look back and remember all the exciting things I did...  lazyMusic: Veruca Salt - Seether -Slept in almost every morning -Lots of computer and television usage -Became a certified lazy ass who barely left the house or did any social activities -Saw the magnificant "Constantine" with Bartt & Larson -Won the Mountain Times' Oscar contest (free dinner and movies, w00t!) -Skied at Pico one day...but damn it was good -Out of a possible 12 days I could have worked, they only needed me for one day -Saw Gael's fine ass in "Bad Education" -Hit up Burlington with Jeneen and raided Urban Outfitters -Got a checking account and a free blanket Oh yeah, I also read "Crime & Punishment". Damn you Dr. Halley, I'm supposed to be done tomorrow and I still have 100 pages left. Damn me for procrasinating. *Counts down the days until I leave for Oregon* | |||
| Feb. 24th, 2005 @ 03:36 pm Eat Me | |||
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This vacation is boring. Aside from visiting Jeneen up in the big city and spending too much on clothes, I haven't even left the house. I wish I was working...gah, I can't believe I just said that. But at least I'd be doing something productive and getting money for it. pessimisticMusic: Morrissey - Irish Blood, English Heart Okay, this is gonna sound random and weird but I'm so sick of the food that my dad buys. He seriously buys the same shit over and over again and it's gotten to the point that I can't even eat any of it without feeling naucious. Seriously, how can he not know that I hate that sushi he's bought for the past year? It never gets eaten and sits in the fridge for a week and then gets thrown away. Not only that, but he bought - get this - FOUR (yes, that's right) cartons of OJ yesterday. WTF? There's only three people who live in this house and it takes like a week to just drink one of those. I swear, if he buys one more thing of Fruit Jammers, Snickers & cookie bars, diet Pepsi Twist, sushi, chicken wings, or Chinese food from that gross buffet place I will starve to death. I'd also like to mention my hatred and disgust for a certain individual we will simply call "Thun". If he even lays a finger on a certain individual we will call "J" I will break his fingers in half, slice his face into a million pieces and feed it to hungry German Shepards, shave his hair, pull out his eyeballs Pai Mei style, take a pair of scissors and cut off his testicles and shove them up his ass. Carry on... | |||
| Feb. 21st, 2005 @ 10:15 am Slow Hands | |||
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I have this week and half of next week off. It'd be nice if I was actually doing something. The one week that I kind of wanted to work and could have worked pretty much every day and they don't even need me. coldMusic: Morrissey - I Like You I don't know why, but I was thinking about my high school career yesterday and the things I regret. I guess the biggest thing is that I wish I had skipped this year and graduated early. I'm so ready to move on from HS and ditch it all together. I was ready to go off to college and start living my life last year, and I feel like this year has been nothing but waiting. I'm not saying that my Senior year has sucked so far, but it's just I'm ready to move on and leave this part of my life behind. I have been for so long, and to know that I could have been done with it last year makes me wish I had. Eh, I still have less than four months left until I'm out of here anyway. It's cold and snowing outside and I'm home alone. I guess this means that I won't be doing anything today. Surprise, surprise. Maybe I can finish watching my Smallville DVDs. And as for that secret message, Jonathan...♥ :* >:D< <3 | |||
| Feb. 17th, 2005 @ 06:04 pm Birthday Blahs | |||
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So I turned 18 yesterday. boredMusic: Nirvana - Dive I don't feel older. I don't even feel any different. But it's cool to think that legally I am an adult and all the new things I can do (cigarettes, porn, lotto tickets, tattoes!) Despite my requests for not wanting to celebrate it in any way, my parents still felt it was necessary and bought me a cake and ice cream anyway. I think they assumed that if they didn't I would have been upset, but the opposite happened - I was pissed that they bought it for me. Whatever, I'll eat the Ben & Jerry's but I hope my dad enjoys eating that cake all by himself. Even the dinner and movie weren't that special. I don't really like Applebees and should have maybe said something about not wanting to go there. But we did, and I ended up with a pretty crappy meal that made me sick. "Million Dollar Baby" was really good, but I was too sick and depressed to have wanted any candy. Maybe that's a good thing considering what the movie was about. Maybe next year will be better. Ahhh what am I talking about, I say that every year and it always ends up being shitty. | |||
| Feb. 12th, 2005 @ 05:10 pm Klepto Kenny | |||
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Is it wrong that I like stealing things? indescribableMusic: Aaliyah - More Than A Woman Yesterday in the grocery store while I was getting my blood pressure taken (it was free and my mom wanted to do it) I turned around and saw a display of various Burt's Bees products, all on sale. Since I love Burt's Bees, I went over to see what they had. Then I saw it - the Citrus Facial Scrub, for something like $5.50. It was on sale, I wanted it so I thought "Hey I'll buy it!" So I was walking around the store with my mom and suddenly it hit me: why don't I just steal it? If I take the container out of the box, there won't be any bar code or hidden traps to set off any alarms. It's simply just a small glass container full of facial crap, no one will care. I went to my mom and asked "Can I steal this?" Being my mom and all, her reaction was "No" in a 'are you insane?' tone. Fuck, I wanted to steal this. I thought of a devious plan. While my mom was looking at the bagels, I pretended that I didn't have enough money, therefore leaving her to put it back. Instead I would sneak off to some deserted aisle where no hidden cameras are and no one was around to put it in my jacket pocket. Voila! With a quick shove, the facial scrub was in my pocket. Now to return to my mom and play it cool...and hope to god she doesn't notice that buldge in my right jacket pocket. The plan worked. I was successful and just used my facial scrub maybe 15 minutes ago. I have to hide it for at least a week until my mom forgets. I love screwing over authority. | |||
| Feb. 8th, 2005 @ 09:27 pm Personal Jesus | |||
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"Lift up the receiver, I'll make you a believer" okayMusic: Blink-182 - Always Someone better make me at least start this English research paper or else I'll seriously be screwed come Thursday night. At least I've gotten my presentation over with and it seemed like it went okay. My teacher seemed to like it which is always good. I am so fucking ready for college. Do I really have to be in high school for four more months? Too bad I didn't do what Mollie did and graduate half a year early. Of course I wouldn't have gone to India like she did. I miss her, I hope she gets in contact with me soon. I can't believe I have to wait a week before I get that paycheck from work. There's so much shit I wanna buy (specificially DVDs) and I can't wait to blow it on that. My parents will probably be pissed because I'm supposed to be saving that money for college, but whatever I'm the one who's working I can do whatever the fuck I want. My birthday is in a week. Don't remind me. Actually I just reminded myself. Damn me. "Reach out and touch faith!" | |||
| Feb. 5th, 2005 @ 02:52 pm Go | |||
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I started my new job today. :| satisfiedMusic: AFI - Morningstar Yeah, I'm back at the hotel. Luckily not in that shitty place known as the store, I'm doing banquet set-up. I wanna say I might enjoy it and like it, but I said the same thing about when I was working at the store the first week and look how that ended up...lol. I kept busy and my boss Tom was nice. He taught me how to do some basic things and what the set-up crew does. Seems simple enough and I don't even have to really deal with people! School is school. It has its highs and its lows. Sometimes I hate my friends and desperately want to move on to college, other days I like them and will miss them when we're all gone. It's complicated, I guess. I'm going to Oregon in a month in a half. I haven't even thought about that at all. I've becoming addicted to MySpace! *cries* At first I signed up just to look at other people's profiles, but then I felt like they should be allowed to see mine as well. So now the reason I got into a huge fight with Jonathan one time (sorry Schmoopy :* lol) I spend a lot of time doing. In response to the previous entry, I do know now. And I know that I love you so much and can't wait to meet you this summer. ♥ | |||
| Feb. 1st, 2005 @ 05:20 pm [No Subject] | |||
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I don't know. sad | |||
| Jan. 30th, 2005 @ 08:53 pm Birthday Bitch | |||
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In case anyone was planning on buying me gifts for my birthday, please don't. grumpyMusic: The Perishers - Trouble Sleeping I'm serious about this. I am sick of having crappy birthdays. I'm tired of receiving disappointing gifts or expecting to get gifts and instead get nothing. So instead I figure that's what I should expect - nothing. If I get anything I probably won't open it. This year I don't want anything from anyone - parents, friends, relatives, etc. As far as I'm concerned, February 16th will be just another day for me. The only difference is that I'll be legally allowed to buy cigarettes, porn, and lottery tickets. I don't even want any cards wishing me a happy birthday. I don't want anything. Nothing. Nada. Rien. In fact, better yet don't even talk to me about my birthday. | |||
| Jan. 28th, 2005 @ 09:04 pm College Update | |||
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 exanimateMusic: Marilyn Manson - Personal Jesus I've been accepted to another college! So that's two for two with another two still to go. | |||
| Jan. 23rd, 2005 @ 01:32 pm I Hate The Weekends Part Deux | |||
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So anyways... discontentMusic: The Cranberries - Disappointed Yesterday as soon as I wake up my parents demand that I get a job. Good morning to you too. Usually I wouldn't have cared, but I just hate how they make such a big deal over it. They're attitude is "Get a job or else you're screwed for life." I don't respond well when people force something upon me, so naturally I got very defensive and told them to fuck off. Two trips of running around to places later and my parents still aren't satisfied. Before my mom left for work she told me that I had to find a job that day - no more looking around. *rolls eyes* So now I filled out an application for a job at Killington. Who knows, I'll probably end up at the Grand Hotel in that shitty gift shop again. Today was supposed to be fun. Laura, Katie and I were gonna go skiing for a few hours before I had to leave for the NHS induction ceremony I have to help out at later this afternoon. But they end up in a ditch and tell me I probably won't have time to go skiing with them, so I spend another crappy morning doing jack shit. There you go. | |||
| Jan. 23rd, 2005 @ 12:29 pm I Hate The Weekends | |||
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This weekend has been pretty much filled with ups and downs. lonelyFriday was the last day of my exams with my two hardest ones, so I was relieved when that was over. Later that afternoon I had an appointment with a guy who went to Cornell who wanted to talk to me about his time there and answer any questions I had. I ended up driving 30 minutes out of my way to meet him and it was kinda pointless. I knew most of the stuff he wanted to talk about and the whole meeting felt a little bit awkward. Later that day I come home and find out that I've been accepted into Colorado State University! That made my day right there. I was happy and excited to learn that I had been accepted to at least one school so far and that I'm going to college this year. | |||
| Jan. 18th, 2005 @ 08:44 pm Billion Balla Baby | |||
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I should be studying for my English and Psychology exam, but I'm too easily distracted. I tried earlier but it didn't really work. I started looking over Psych vocab, then five minutes later I catch myself watching "I Love The '90s" on VH1. Yeah, I need to work on my study habits, especially once I get to college when you actually need to study for shit. stressedMusic: Unwritten Law - Seein' Red Jeneen's back at school, which means I'm the only kiddo in the house. Not that things were that different when she was home considering she went out pretty much every night. Hard to believe in less than a month I'll be 18. It's pretty fucking sweet if you ask me. I don't really want to think about presents or any of that crap, it's always disappointing so I don't want to ask or expect anything from anyone this year. I need to get back to studying. | |||
| Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 05:45 pm Understanding In A Car Crash | |||
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 contemplativeMusic: Radiohead - Scatterbrain Here lies Kenny L-M Born February 16, 1987 Died January 12, 2005 Okay, not quite. I'm still very much alive and kickin' it. But yesterday coming home from school was definitely scary and very well could have been my last day on earth...no joke. I'm coming home from school and all day there's been freezing rain and sleet on the roads. While I'm driving, I'm thinking to myself that they don't seem too bad, so I go around the speed limit or a little under. When I reach a corner, suddenly I can feel the back of the car going out of control and fishtailing. I take my foot off the break and try to steer, but it only makes things worse. Soon enough I'm all over the road, going back and forth, not knowing where or if I'll stop. I see that there's another car that's off the road with a bunch of people around it, and they run out of the way because I'm afraid I might hit them. I see in the other lane a jeep coming in my direction, and I only pray that they don't hit me as I try desperately to make the car stop. Finally, it does...about a foot away from the guardrail. I'm there in the middle of the road, in the other lane, facing the wrong way. I get out of my car in disbelief, not realizing that my car is blocking half the road. I finally move it, and go home about 30 MPH the rest of the way. So there you have it. My near death experience. I love how by the end of the school day pretty much everyone in my class knew, even though I told maybe four people about it. | |||
| Jan. 11th, 2005 @ 09:28 pm Lord Of The Ring | |||
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I love my ring. While it may be a little difficult to get off my finger, I love the way it looks. I love wearing it. Most importantly, I love the person who bought it for me. ♥ lazyMusic: The Pixies - Vamos Exams start next week. Definitely not looking forward to that happening. It doesn't help that I have wicked bad Senioritis and can barely concentrate on my work. On top of that, I have so much to do before exams, with a gigantic poetry project for English, photos that need to be taken and developed for Photography, and all the little stuff in between. It gives me great pleasure to say that I have placed Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind in a very distinct group of movies. Pretty much I watched the DVD today and ended up crying. :| I think it was just the combonation of watching two people who were in love and losing each other and being in love myself with someone who I can't be with that really touched me. Not to mention Kate Winslet's performance...God she deserves an Oscar. So now, along with Dumbo, that's two movies I've cried while watching. I need to stop playing and admiring my ring. I just like it that much! | |||
| Jan. 8th, 2005 @ 06:52 pm Bullet Proof...I Wish I Was | |||
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Nothing feels better than taking a nice shower when your hair feels all nasty and disgusting. chipperMusic: George Harrison - I Got My Mind Set On You Nothing feels worse when you want some good food to eat and instead you have to resort to spinich casserole, which actually wasn't too bad. I want to get out of high school. I want to be with Jon. I want to be far away from Vermont...although I do like the snow here. It's pretty. I skipped Mac Graphics yesterday and instead got this wicked good turkey sandwich at the farmer's market. I wonder what would happen if I opted not to go to that class the rest of the year? Blah, I should just drop Composition and get tasty sandwiches that period! Exams are in little over a week. Eek, not good. I really need to be starting that fucking poetry project, just thinking about it now is making me nervous. | |||